I have shared before about my struggles with health and how God has been leading me and healing me. Cut to October last year, the same year that God gave me the negative results that showed me how He had healed me.
However, as time passed, I started to doubt again regarding my health. I was panicking just about the idea of being intimate with my husband. Then one day I had two horrible thoughts that made me really anxious, and the next day my thoughts became a reality. I was bleeding quite a bit and the doctors could not tell me what was happening. They referred me to the hospital, and all I remember was being drawn again to Jesus.
One night the anxiety and panic was so overwhelming I couldn’t take it any more so I prayed to God that I will give him my heart and my everything and for him to take me. After that night His peace surrounded me in an unbelievable way. I felt each day that my faith was growing. One day, I remembered the story of the woman who was bleeding for 12 years. I did not even pray, I just had a thought where I said to God something like — ‘Oh Lord, what if you were to use my period to heal me?’ As it seemed it was starting, but because of the bleeding I wasn’t sure.
The week went by and I started to believe more strongly in my healing and in God and His power, and now I can stand and say that just as He did with that woman, with just one faithful thought He heard, He felt compassion, and He healed me! Not only in my body, but in mind as well regarding intimacy with my husband. It has been an amazing year, and that part of our marriage has been restored. I’ve been able to see God’s miracles in my marriage and me.
God is so faithful and good and kind. He healed me, and I totally didn’t deserve it, but as the Bible says — it is by grace, because He loved me first. It is so amazing to be reminded that I’m loved by Him.
I’m still on the waiting list for a hospital appointment, but now I know that when I go — I’ll go with faith and hope, not with fear, as He has healed me.
He personally carried our sins in his body on the cross so that we can be dead to sin and live for what is right. By his wounds you are healed. Once you were like sheep who wandered away. But now you have turned to your Shepherd, the Guardian of your souls.
1 Peter 2:24-25 NLT
But he was pierced for our rebellion, crushed for our sins. He was beaten so we could be whole. He was whipped so we could be healed.
Isaiah 53:5 NLT
If you need a miracle in your body, keep praying, do not lose heart. He heals the sick and broken-hearted. If God did it for me I know He can come through for you!
Where fear has crept in regarding your prayer request, allow the Holy Spirit to remind you of how much God loves you today — and pray again for Him to move in power and bring the answer you long for!