Day 27

Jill Ruddell | Re:Hope West End

This is a sensitive subject for some, so I hesitate to write about it—but I’ve chosen to share in the hope that it might encourage someone to bring their disappointments or feelings of hopelessness to God, and to see the changes they long for in this area.

Last year, I was really struggling with an unhealthy food addiction. Despite knowing that what I was eating wasn’t good for me, and despite wanting to eat better, my willpower alone wasn’t enough to make the changes I knew I needed. I felt hopeless after many failed attempts. It seemed impossible to change…which led to a major case of Christian guilt, because—well—nothing is impossible with God, right?! Eventually, I brought it to Him. Over time, I became convinced that God was inviting me to ask for His help in this area.

The January church fast was approaching, so I decided I would fast as usual, and once that week was finished, I would begin a new eating plan. I cut out sugar, vastly reduced ultra-processed foods and limited carbs.

At first, it was challenging. I came to God frequently in desperate need of His grace to make good choices. I clearly remember one of those early times of prayer—I sensed God inviting me to believe that I had what I asked for, and to act accordingly. In that moment, I knew I had, and would continue to have, the grace I needed to make these changes. I still prayed fervently and frequently, recognising my complete dependence on God. But I also came to expect that when I prayed, He would give me the grace I needed. And He did!

Six months later, my body feels so much better. My tastes have adapted, and I genuinely enjoy healthy savoury food so much more. Cravings are a thing of the past. Weighing three stone lighter, everyday movement is far more enjoyable. Sports and physical activities I used to enjoy but had nearly given up are now becoming part of my life again. I have more stamina and greater capacity for physical work. I’m incredibly thankful to God for His help; I know I couldn’t have done it without Him.

Beyond the physical changes, God has given me a deeper faith in Him and in the power of prayer. I now have a greater expectation of God to move in response to my prayers, and a greater sense of His presence and help in my everyday life. That knowledge alone has brought so much joy.

I was recently sharing this story with a friend, and she jokingly coined it “The Jesus Diet.” And honestly, that feels pretty accurate.

To anyone reading this who feels hopeless in this area, I’m praying for you now:

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him—specifically in His strength and ability, not your own—to help you make the good decisions you desire to make.

Stevie Yarou Mackay | Re:Hope Southside

I am a mum to a gorgeous 6 year old son with Autism and ADHD. He had a speech regression when he was 2 years old and was non-verbal for the next 2 years. Even today he has limited verbal communication and is unable to have a conversation with me. 

Throughout the challenges, there are so many moments that I praise God for. I remember praying earnestly with my BRT mums group that he would speak. But I very quickly had a deep conviction to pray instead that whatever he communicated would be powerful and Godly words. I prayed for his character and his calling. For the impact that he will make in life both as a child and an adult. This brought about such peace.

He was required to have some speech to be able to go to the communication centre that he currently attends. We were blessed with amazing nursery teachers who went out of their way to learn how to help him, and speak like he did. 

In the past year, he has progressed so much again. Now from time to time I get full sentences. But more than that, he has developed lovely emotional intelligence. He loves young children, especially babies! He is so excitable and full of energy, yet gentle and caring with little ones. 

He has so much love and joy that he shares generously. Being his mum is joyfully hard and so precious. I do not know what the future holds. I do not know how much he will speak. But God has already answered so many prayers, I can’t wait to see what more answers are to come. 

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Do you have a long-term challenge you are battling without God’s help? Ask Him to walk with you in it daily, step-by-step, for as long as you need.